There's no Chinese Star and i've no choice but to type in english this time...
Life SUCKS when there's NO Chinese Star, sh*t...
Things just go on and on when this PC is getting upgraded
Things like we went to Pizza Hut together,
how we discussed on the end of year trip etc.
However,the most disappointing thing during this period is that...
i never manage to pass my Grade 8 piano practical
it was in my prediction and all that stuff,
but i just cant accept it as i had wasted for around RM380,
it really bothered me for about two or three days,
but after that,i managed to forget about it
i'm 5 marks from passing that examination...
This failure will somehow imprint some trauma in my mind...
if i am to take it again,
i hope that i can pass it in a GLORIOUS way somehow
but i dont know if i still have the chance...
i'm not sure whether to continue my studies here,
or somewhere at Kuala Lumpur
My future is so near yet it seems so far
JOURNEYIt's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through Cause it's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on Calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feels like everything is out to make me lose control Cause it's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you To you